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badgirlsgoeverywhere:

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If I were in the financial predicament to get married to my boyfriend right this very second, I would. Without hesitation.

He is my one true life. The love of my life. Hands down, without a doubt. 

It’s insane how he can still make me as happy as I am from hundreds of mile away.

Tonight, he told me that when he moves back here, he will make me his wife as soon as the money comes in. 

I have never been happier. 

I have never wanted anything or anyone as much as I want to be able to be with him for the rest of my life. And to be able to call him my husband.

He is my best friend. My lover. My boyfriend. My cuddle baby. My cookie baking partner. My cheerer upper. My good night kissies. My bubble bath baby. My baby that I get into my nook every night. The man that I depend on to make me feel beautiful every day. The last person I talk to before I go to bed. The first person I talk to when I wake up. My soul mate. My everything.

I have never loved someone the way that I love you. The way that you look at me, the way that you touch me, the way that you kiss me, the way that you talk to me, makes me feel more alive then ever.

I have never loved anything, or anyone as much as I love you. Words can never explain how much I love you. I’ll never be able to tell you enough. And I’ll never be able to hug you or kiss you enough.

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I’ve never been able to connect to someone the way that we connect. I know that I’ll never find another love like you. There is no greater love then ours. 

I will never let you go.

No one can make me smile the way you do. No one will ever get the same jokes that me laugh at. No one will ever have all of me, like you do.

You have all me. And I have all of you. Forever.

Me, my father, mother, and grandmother went to the Camden Equestrian Center to watch my sister and her students show their horses. It was so much fun. I pretty much grew up at this place. Always around horses. 

Although I was in a lot of pain from my surgery and my face was really swollen, I had a lot of fun.

What a pretty day.

I am really itching to redecorate my apartment. Although all of my furniture is fairly new and I am so blessed to have what I do I would like my apartment to represent me and what I like and feel what I should live in. But the thing is, is that I have to have money to redecorate, which sucks! It’s so expensive to redecorate. I really want to get new things for my room and rearrange things. I want new slipcovers for my living room couches. I need drapes, rugs, pictures, place mats, and just things to decorate the rest of the house with. I need more pictures frames and I would really love a huge picture album to print out good pictures of me with family and friends.

That’s one thing that I dislike about what the internet has done to society. When you walk into a house these days, it’s very rare that there are pictures albums lying around anymore, because now everyone has FACEBOOK albums. Real cool guys. Every picture that I have ever taken has been backed up onto my photobucket. But most pictures that I adore the most have been printed out and are in either a picture frame in my house, or in a small photo album that I received as a gift for my 18th birthday.

So if you are ever in a position to get me a gift, which I’m not asking for one, just to clarify, the best thing you could get me is a picture frame, Kodak Easy Share photo paper, or a photo album. I love them! 

This is what I would like my room to look like. I really like both of these rooms. My walls in my apartment are the color called ‘Blonde’ by Hadwin White. It’s really pretty. Almost a butterscotch sort of color. So it would go well with green or blue accents. But I think I’m leaning more towards blue, just because it’s such a calming and stimulating color.

I really love the chandeliers. I have a white pearl chandelier that my mother bought me from walmart a while back. I don’t believe it works anymore though. I’ve changed the light bulb on it so many times and it neglects to work for me! Oh well.

I love the drapes in both rooms. And I love the chairs at the end of the beds. I love the upholstered headboards as well. That’s what I desperately need the most.

Which one do you like the best?

Finally going to get to see Camilla ride horses in Camden. Reminds me of so many childhood memories. Reminds of my Great Grandmother and getting to spend time with her. 

My Great Grandmother ‘GG’ and Genevieve. :) GG’s last Christmas with us. 

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My mouth is still in a lot of pain and all the medicine that I’m on has me really sleepy. I’ve been trying to get a lot of school work done and using all this down time to read and study. But the hydrocodone that the doctors have me on is making me so freaking tired. And they have me on steroids that’s making my hair fall out and also antibiotics that are making me break out in hives.

Wonderful.

Write something. Express yourself. Tell me about your day. Your life. Your friends.

I want to read about YOU. Not look at pictures of people that you will never in your lifetime meet. Or, .gif’s of tv shows/movies/music videos.

C’mon now. Let’s be creative.