Thoughts as of lately:
Something that’s been on my mind a lot lately has been DJ. I don’t know why.
I have been thinking a lot about his photography. All of his photographs had a watermark on the bottom of them that said ‘I Am Alive.’ I just don’t think it was a coincidence. I think that he knew what was about to happen to him. And that he wanted to live through his photographs.
I don’t know why, but that’s all I can think about lately.
I’ve been trying to understand how my heart became so cold.
In a moment, everything changed and I decided to feel again.
With the taste of your lips and the brush of your fingertips, I decided I could love again.
So now I stand outside and wish for falling leaves while hopeless girls wish on shooting stars to grant their every dream.
I don’t waste my time on stars because I refuse to wish on things that burn and fade.
I will cross my fingers and take a leap of faith that I have proclaimed was never there for months.